I feel like i'm a fat broke bitch who is deprived of beauty sleep even though i just slept for 10hours straight.
Statement 1-
I'm feel fat, i'm fat and i'm eating and eating and eating. The more i try not to eat proper meals, the more junk food i take in. And its freaking screwing my up in a super bad way.
For example, today i'm totally causing myself to gain weight when i actually am having plans to lose weight!
11am- 2 glasses of water.
11.30am- 1 piece of chipsmore.
12pm- 2piece of chocolates.
12 plus- 1 slice of cheesecakeeeeeee yum yum.
1pm- ice milo and more chocolates
1.15pm- leftover yam paste, yum yum yum!
And then fat came to get her cousin's pants and elaine's flats for work. And from her latest reports, i'm so glad i chose to let her get the chance to earn those big bucks! Teehee, never mind experience but i so do no want to be seen with some cheena clothes with holes waitressing[x And then being tired, i went to sleeeeeep, till i get the bad news call from pas which woke me up.
3pm- 1 piece of guides cookie and more chocolates again.
4.30pm- 3/4 bowl of fried rice and yakult.
5pm- ice milo
6-8pm chocolates again omfg.
8.35pm(currently)- cookie and cream hello panda and yakult
I've been eyeing on those bottles of pringles but imma declare them and chocolate as my enemies for now. Wait, i mean thats my plans for tomorrow. Oh yeah i have been spamming water all the time, i dont count how many bottles i drink anymore. Current i count by kettles, yup seriously. I love drinking water, and if that can help me lose weight without exercising much, why not!
Statement 2-
I've been a good girl dragging myself into bed before 12am for two days. The result of day 1- couldnt sleep up till 2.14am. Yes, the last time i checked my phone was 2.14am! And day 2, after having only 5 pathetic hours of sleep and a day of job hunting and travelling all over the place from town to international building to raffles place to here there and everywhere, i thought i will just die off in bed within seconds. But no, i only managed to sleep at 12am. after being in bed since around 10plus! WHAT THE HELL IS THISSSSSSS MAN.
Statement3-
I dont feel broke, i'm actually really freaking broke. I thought i broke record for having just 4bucks, who knows i came home with just a dollar the next day. I'm off for some cheap thrills of online updated comics and maybe some bitching from gossip girl. Or a dose of helpless oguri shun with bad hair day 27/7. Or maybe not.